I haven’t vended in so long between moving, work, and still collecting my thoughts. Shows have been out of the question but I had a blast in Brooklyn like I always do. There was so much food, good music playing everywhere, beautiful people and even with the cold wind I was still extra happy. I felt like I was home.
I just feel like I was suppose to live in Brooklyn all my life it just seems like my permanent home. I receive too much love which makes it 1,000 times easier to give out the love I was more then willing to. Two people had brought my earrings off my ears and it was such an ego booster. Although this happens all the time and I’m always prepared with back-up pairs in my purse since it’s been such a while since I vended. I felt that was such a lovely subliminal welcome back and I knew I still had it. Walking through the diverse crowd I never felt so at home in my life which is something I haven’t felt in the past 3 years and since I’ve moved to Philly. I’m trying to create a home for myself so I can be settled within my heart and soul, so I can grow and prosper. Living uncomfortable and not by my choice of arrangements I have still found ways to make it happen and adjust. I come from a family and have grown on adjustments and lopsided circumstances. In other words I’m too use to shit not going my way so I know how to get use to shit I rather not deal with. Its my way of living and what I’ve come accustom to since birth. But what has been bothering me lately has not been adjustable and it’s beginning to mess up my whole psyche and I’ve been so out of my element. I think I have the right to be comfortable through and through and feel at home within myself. When I’m here; in Brooklyn theres no words to describe how at ease I am and I truly feel like this is where I need to be looking to call a permanent home.
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