Its so hard for me trying to adjust to being on my own, not in the sense of being on my own. But I guess not having someone to fall back on when I’m really down. I grew up around my whole family and I have been spoiled when it comes to that. Even though my family is made up of rubber and thick skin we show love where love is due. I’m too accustom to family life to have to transition to no family at all. I don’t know how to deal with not having my sister or brother to speak to in the other room. Not having that daily family time is beginning to get to me. Being on my own has only made me appreciate my family more when we are together. I am so blessed to have the greatest family in the world, the most loving and understanding (lets not forget fun and hilarious) group of people you will EVER come across. I wouldn’t trade them for anything. I knew this would happen but maybe not this soon I’m so glad I can say that I bragged about them well before I moved out. I knew their worth before I was gone. I just hate that its getting to me that I’m not in a family environment I hate that I have to look hard for it on a day to day basis through work and friends. I know it won’t be the same and I was aware of that before I left but a I-miss-you post won’t hurt.
