I believe in making the best of your situation no matter how terrible it is but thats always easier said that done. Its easy to be on the outside and tell someone to put their head up but when your down its much harder to say ‘look on the bright side’. Some days where the sun is all I need to start a great day that has not been working for me lately. I have woken up on the wrong side of the bed with an already frown these days. But I’m getting better at taking my own advice and practicing what I preach. I’m so use to having to look on the bright side the other side is never really bad in the end. When I’m with my sister though it seems like the worst the situation the more jolly and happier we are. Well thats because we’re goof balls individually so together if we had it our way we would laugh every second. And we do. I love that about us we can really depend on each other and when we know something isn’t going to go well. We kick off the disaster with jokes and 1,000 giggles.
I spent Christmas with my bf family and I can’t say I didn’t enjoy the shit out of it. Since its usually him hanging with my family there were a change of plans. It was really nice, for one to see them interact because they don’t get a lot of family time but two. To see Shola happy that I was comfortable with them and not being with my family on Christmas (which I take very serious btw). They were calling me all week to see if I was coming over and I was so disappointed in myself that I couldn’t.Two important holidays away from home I think I am on a role. Early in the morning I was being a little pest then toward the afternoon things picked up when we all began playing Xbox. Again it was great. But more great because his sister made cupcakes AND chocolate cake and may I add that she can cook her ass off. It was wonderful sitting around watching one of the best shows Girlfriends and playing bullshit. I can’t imagine how my day would have went if I wasn’t with them. I’m so happy I stayed.
In the end I need to make a point to make what I have work because even though I go by that most of the time. I need to be consistent with my own advice.
